....finally updated....

yes , finally updated. For the pass few weeks , lots of screwed stuations happened in school. Well from what I can let you know , sum t'cher giving alot of hell. Mean seriously , it keep bluffing students of certain projects had to be hand up before the deadline. blah , blah , blah , all the tragedy , the blaming , the inhumanity , etc.

*ahem* wat i meant wuz , it scolds/blames/releases anger at student tat is easily 2 pik on. I'm not saying any names , but of course the best way for it to release stress (wuteva) by senseless blaming... on the ppl that did not commited like anything againts it or watevar.It sucks to see one of your known classmates being easily pick on by it... but worse , that particular classmate didn't stand up for his rights. Well tat suks...again.

so...... yea , less than 2 months before SPM trail comes , gonna make this result the best I can accomplish. Or else I'll work for the army deported to other countries and kill as many n00bs in the battlefields b4 i die. hmmmm not a bad plan though.... life is worth every souls you killed.NAH bullshit lar, I cherish innocent's lives.

yea , also sum crap teacher that teaches the universal language, my big friend wrote the best essay for his mid-term examination. Still it's a crap that he done the best he could and still kena scolding from it. dunno dun care , as long it doesn't affect his studies thats enough.

[No matter what the situation is , do what you believe is right for RIGHTS.]

o....k.... so far these are the things happened to me
-dog chases one of my govt sch friend and bitten rite near the ding-Dong
-i've discover that there are also stupid educators in other sch that are almost similar to my sch
-it is fun putting a homemade bomb rite in front of the windshield of a car. BOM! *crack*
(HEY WTF, HAVE YOU DONE TO MY CAR)

yup.....tat's all i can tel u , so now GET.

...you don't see this everyday..

yup..another day , another new event is going on... well I'm in the cadet training force , I've....... "been selected" (terpaksa) in some "volunteer participation event... crap thing"... for open day that is... nothing is new..... just that you see things differently... got batik.... art and crafts... st.johns... cadets... demostration , speech wuteva..... it's a similar speech from senior assistant which involved the dead genius like thomas geperson .... and others just to illusionise his speech... which... I ... didn't .... give .... a .... damn....





o..k.. back to the topic... open day , which the cadets had to demostrate our little ...."demostration" to the nut cases... then so... we "suppose" to march or perform in a ..... standart formation or ....sumting.... and it didn't end well as ...... any1 expected.... which... have to demo "to" the parents .... but since they r 2 busy drinking FREE coffee... they didn't give a damn about the demo , which make things more easier & less tension .... with only 2 commanders ..... and 9 cadets.... yup..... it ended quite well wif a bit screwed but no1 giv a damn....






at the same time , took pictures.... juz to remember this ...... experience ...without... 1 .....

o...k... as you can ...see .. if you can... i saw J-1 pissing at that corner .... but suddenly this fella came and.... wanted to in that ...obscene ... moment... NAH tipu la... he wuz juz tighten up his pants.... well , tat wuz wat make you think .... seeing it the first time without read ...this....

o...k.. i know wut yur thinking & i dun wanna know.... but it look like he's trying to "prove" sumthing at libby..... which totaly freak her ...out.... nah i also dunno wat de hell's going on there.... (BEFORE)
[libby: =.=""]

o...k... for GOD'S sake.... dun think sumthing shit or obscene.... @ tat time he juz wanna .... strip himself... the thing is tat might disapointed you... is tat he's wearing extra shirt inside.... sad izn't it? (AFTER)

[libby > pretend not to be.... interested...]

yup.... that's all for.... (today)... then .... nothing , all the cadets left early... 4 hrs early.... which not trying to escape but to avoid... work.....

... screwed... sufferings... death...

yup.... damn myself... and just to think I can do better for the exams.... I'm starting despice confident... It screwed my thoughts of my thinking and answering... Why do I have confident if the goal I seek it's just right in front of me?? WTF.... and I failed to see it... I'm so blind.... blind untill I keep seeing myself rotten to death in front of a mirror... keep hearing dead voices.. screaming in agony and suffering... it feels like one damn day... when that's the time there's someone is gonna stab me through my heart... It gives me the chills when I had visions or dreams... witness of my very own hard cold... slow , unbearable pain of suffering death... When there's a time I'll meet my maker , where hopefully he'll answer my questions... of this misguided being in existance... still , I beginning to feel no regrets of my actions... no mercy , no pity of it... that 'till one day , the gates of hell will open up for me...

so... if your reading this , I know what your thinking , i know what you feeling right now... disgusted , confused(keep questioning yourself) , or even get emotional about it... well... for your infomation... who would give a damn about me if I'm useless to anyone? well , please don't get upset , don't say that friends or family are important to me... it's the same excuse since when I was a young child... and yet... it's true... I've got nothing to say to against it... I felt damn useless right now... can't even think stright...

... what would happen to me in the future? well , isn't that one of the questions that god himself is forbidden to answer that right?

SO... for friends... better hurry up & work really hard .... BEFORE I DIE.......

.....finally updated...

yes... finally got some time to update....
-Well... mid-year test , got abit screwed up... how? i dun wanna tell you....
-slowly got addicted to DMC 3 .... it rulez~ i've never played such violence in the pc version of dmc3...
the vergil char , got the wierd costume , when he changed into Murdel (or sumthing...) like dmc 2....
it's freaking bloody whack game to play...but suddenly... DMC 4 ....only came out for the ps3?? WTF??
when are they coming out for the pc?? well for you infomation , ps3 = GeForce 10 , current latest graphic cards = GeForce 850... what the hell...... must be too good damn graphics....

Anyways....

-total screwed up for BM lisan presentation... my friend informed to the teacher regardings his absense
of mon school..i think it's (30th of april if i'm not mistaken..) well... the teacher totaly forgoten about
him & accussing of his absense without informations... so..... dunno wat happended la.... i also dun wan
to noe bout this situation... it's between him & the teacher... but then... "that" day , he told me to replace
my friends's presentation & just get marks while he gets a "zero" ..... wtf... well i can't do anything to help
him eventhough i get myself involved.. (well not much of a help..) so... DUNNO .... DUN CARE ... i onli
felt sorry for taking my fren's work without doing one myself.... realli SRY...

Well still nothing much... nothing's still changed... from the previous post... yup.... nothing changed at
all.... haiz.... from the fact of that...... ahh u dun wana noe...... byez~~

DMC 3 = THIS PARTY'S GETTING CRAZY , LETS ROCK!!!

...Still searching...

......So far... crap things happened to me...... o....k... I should by saying.... got "distractions" broke my concentration during studies.... happened for few days.... still need to forget about it and move on..... Pls dun ask what is that "distraction?".... figure it out yourself b'cuz i can't help you...And worse.... my friends try to support me.... it didn't end well..... still i'm lucky to get "these" friends who i'm refering to.....dun ask who cuz again... find out yourself.... i'm not telling who....too bad....Well if you really wan to know.... here's a hint , my mind now is thinking about this question "how and does , 543 like m3 45 50m30n3? or h4v3 f33L1n95 f0r m3?"well...isn't that a million-dollar question?I think it's worth way more then just a mere million-cash question...dunno la... i'll never find out... still i have doubts of h3R..... nvm it's non of your business.....Now? it's piercing through my soul....crying out with agony and despair....so? you can't feel them... well , you will someday...

Then.... I heard form my friend that he finally get to drive a car..... congratz..... be patient & dun get too excited if you dun wanna see Jesus rite in front of ya...... that's my advise for starters who wanna drive in the "real" world.....

Deep trouble tomorrow..... ever since i've moved into beta class... which's like a dream come true.... I totaly forgotten to inform my class teacher.... which is like.... a month ago.... DEEP SHT A55...... Don't know weather they wanna put me back to alpha class again..... BUT since i heard rumours about my class teacher is changing school to teach college.... well I can forget about punishment & despices from that teacher....but if i'm wrong... she's gonna attempt to do last thing before she leaves the school..... besides....i don't really like teachers that doesn't like my friends...well not exactly friends from the bad aspects... but from the one who she can't count on... ok for short.... she's buyers anyways....

Next , WoW is a good game to play..... well not that great for me , but just to play for fun... Shaman rulez~~~~!!! walk less than 5 steps my regen covers back my hp & mana like mad wow~!! o....k.... save it after SPM.... don't wan to get addicted too early do you argee?....i think NOT , you all juz wanna play till the end to complete high level , gain more power , more money , & more "adventures" rite?? hiaz....dunno i could be wrong u noe...well not always , i'm very truthful , it's in my personality.... which could be scary sometimes (depends on the situation) Well , to let you all learn something, as technologies develops & advanced over than it's potential , they could create more chemicals , better , faster machines. For example : GAMES... why WoW is damn good? cuz Blizzard is to be considered one of the best game developers.. HOW can they do that? create more BETTER GRAPHICS LA **DUH** nowadays your little weak comp requires more than, 80gb disk space , 1gb ram & graphic card more than geForce 6 juz to support the lastest games and all....nvm la ...you'll have to see it for yourself...

Yup...that's all.....

Fire....12m from home.....

Started before 5:00 p.m. Both the sundary shop & the vehicle repair for engine & air conditioners were on fire.The cost was suspected from an electrical surge from either one of the shop which transfers another surge to other shop.But , freaking thing that worries the other shop lots near the incident area were that , sundary shop contains gas tanks , maybe 6 or 8 tanks in that shop , WHILE the vehicle repair shop conatins fuel & large supply of oil.... wow combination of enough flameable substances to blast a 30m(in diameter)area of explosion followed by shockwaves along the way.Btw....refer back to the title.You'll get what i meant.

Wow , look at the firemen's truck unit.....I hope they've got 'just' enough equipment for control this situation.... well what can you expect?Welcome to M'sia baby.....yeap.......

Weeee, police , LOOK AT THAT SWEET MP5-NAVY.....beautiful (john's fav weapon) ...wow the other picture , look's like things are about to get worse...nah , but then after serval minutes , they cut off the power & managed to pull back some gas tanks away from the flame.... (burning from within...yeah baby BURN!!!! ....)....haiz fun's over after 30mins.Thing 'are' going back to normal.... with 1 month to settle for rebuilding the damage the fire has caused...... still there's more screwed things would happen....Welcome to MalayXiao.....

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Well , I have no good reason to type this post out.Seems only going to be the end of March , & I can observe damn things happening that surrounds me.A new student with a horny thoughts , yet friendly & kind.I still need to keep my guards up.Still don't know the "true" self of him ....... yet....Anyways , my friends have been thinking about the same thing for the pass few days this month.A sum amount of money & few mobliephones has been stolen without a clue.My friend had to be a "nice-kind-hearted" prefect that helps crap people to do their little dirty job... that is , hiding their 'precious' handphones.Well..... this is not the first time.This time he blew it....well I don't wanna say it.Go find out yourself.True I warned him about being backstabbed or cheated by some dog-slut.You don't need to know who this a55h0l3 is....don't worry.I too expected one day his nature into kindness would turn down on him.... yet I've forgotten about it & i hope it wouldn't happen to him.But , the fact is it did..... nvm , what's done..... is done.And I don't want to give a hell out of it.All I can think of is , the teachers better expect something out from him .... later the days pass by , that's of course...... AND it better be "something" to prove himself.I'm not gonna say what it is , you got eyes , you got ears , so..... find it out yourself (it's not I don't know myself , it's better to make it for the best to prevent any doubts) & he'll succeed it by his own self with Jesus's help (duh)...... Furthermore , I think , my classmates , would dispice the new comp teacher.... acutally it's the other way , since no one is giveing a shit about comp subjects...... true it's like a free period with annoying voice getting in the middle of your time....yeap.......Personally , I think it's STUPID for someone in my class trying to get rid of the DT out of the school... purpose? rivalry.... stupid rite? 17 year old get's rid of...... some older guy than him out of the school for his satifaction....It's not that the DT 'lebih' atau apa lah.... come'on , just doing his freaking job la dong.... I don't think that's a good idea either.... the consequences that I think , it's the school's gonna replace him with some bangaladesh DT .....which is more F**King serious pain & torture.....yeap.......so.... watch out."That's" all I can type in this post.... again I would like to advice you friends , that have been reading this post with any doubts or not..... becareful. - Zzzzz......